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I am still doing my best to make writing the part of my life that I know it should be. I feel that this craving for words and grammar do not just stem from wanting to get good grades on papers. Surely there is more to it, surely it is a calling for some stronger purpose. In that honor, I really am trying to keep in mind to do it every day. The desire is usually there, but I just pass it up on the guise of other things being more important. This is the flaw in my personality, the thing that will hold me down until the day that I can conquer it. I must overcome this part of me that passes up on the things I know I want to do. I must strive to be the person that I know I can become. It has to be now. Because if it is not now, then when? How long will I put off being satisfied, being proud of myself? There are not minor things to let slip by in the rush. These are things one cannot do without. And I will not do without them any longer.