Time slips through my fingers

So, I've done it again. I let it slide. It whisked while I was lost and spun frantically at sea, trying to find my way. Now I have returned to with my bearings and am scouring the maps for my destination. It's indefinite, amorphous, and fuzzy. It is hard to identify and hard to visualize, and that makes it so much harder to grasp. I need to add to it definition, shape, clarity...only then can I make it my own. So still my path is shrouded, but I shall find the calling and heed it, even though it does require more searching still. Whatever road it is that I end up on, though, I feel that sticking to my commitments is a major part, and as such, I must keep this up, even if I have to trick myself into doing so. So, I set it as my homepage. We'll see if it helps tomorrow.