An e-mail best unsent.

"Oh my god. I am losing it. I am getting this perceptual distortion in which my consciousness is lagging behind my senses, so I experience everything before I am aware of it, and it gives this sense of seeing the future. I know everything I am about to do before I KNOW that I have thought about it. Do you understand? Stay up for a few days, maybe you will then. It is making me a little sick. It is kind of like intense, unending deja vu. I have edited these cat pictures before. I have seen the sun spilling on to my maps from this exact angle. I have written this e-mail before...time and I again. I have not even been up for 24 hours! What is wrong here!? This paragraph...it is the one from that...that vision I had earlier. This is what I was thinking about....but it still doesn't make sense."